That beautiful man.

He is love,
He has taught me a lot of things
from the smallest simplest matter to the big things,
His laugh and smile
though I've never seen it
are brighter than the Sun
and that's the most beautiful thing ever,
His pain and hardship
taught me about patience,
He prayed for me, you and us
every single day and night
after every single prayer
though he's never met us,
He's the best example
drinking
eating
talking
watching
travelling
wearing
reading
learning
everything--
manners come first,
He starved for us,
He lost two front teeth,
was nearly stabbed
multiple times,
He put others first,
He sacrificed himself
to experience the pain of death
so that we don't have to feel that pain,
Hundreds of years after his death,
He is still remembered.
May we get the chance to feel the love.

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'Cmon Alia,
Kalau nak bandingkan kena cerca, cedera, lapar, najis
dengan tak faham Add Math,
the former deserves streams of tears.

Celaru

I once said
"for now or ever"--

fool.

God said 'forever' is in the next world.

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This 'ouchness' 
please.

---
Rasanya kalau diberi satu sahaja untuk dikatakan,
aku akan kata, 'tolong'.
Biar engkau fikir sendiri, dan faham sendiri.
Maka, tolong lah.

Bukan aku, tetapi engkau.

Cerita dalam kepala minggu ini.

(i)
Respect and trust.

For you,
I have none anymore.

(ii)
Pada aku sekurangnya,
dibenci itu jauh lebih baik,
daripada orang hilang hormat pada kau.

(iii)
When I don't know your whereabouts...

(iv)
Dan sekarang,
hari-hari itu,
aku harap tak pernah terjadi.

Ia lagi parah.

---
At the cliff, gripping hard.

---
Feeling quite scared, actually.

Disturbed.

Kau,
dalam perkiraan aku,
maaf. kejam.

Atau aku sebenarnya?

A bomb exploded.
Aku lah trigger,
aku lah target.

Maka, aku yang kejam sebenarnya, bukan?

---
That electric you gave me,
chilled to the bones.

and you think you're right all along--

What are you? if you're not kejam?

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Yang perlu koreksi sekarang ini,
aku.

---
Nak bincang soal adil dengan aku,
my definition please.

Hanya yang satu ini,
maaf, tiada toleransi.

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0155, berjanji dengan diri sendiri. I take my promises very seriously.

Reshuffled.

Aku rabun,
apa yang aku nampak--
agenda.