Yes, sure.
I can lie to my friends, family and maybe to all of the people around me. I can say that I am totally over it. I can say that I am okay when life hits me hard on the ground. I can say I am perfectly fine. I can show my bright smile and wear it all day long. I can pretend everything is okay. It is true. I can lie to them. They will not know.
Pathetically, I can't lie myself.
Deep inside, I am not over it yet. Deep inside, I am half okay. Deep inside, I am half fine. Deep inside, I don't really have a bright smile. Deep inside, everything is quite not okay. I can't lie myself. Because I, myself, will know.
And until I figure about this funny thing; heart, I shall prepare. I won't really give my care to it.
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