Too late to see it.

Sometimes the Internet could be a very vicious thing.

I'm glad I don't live there anymore.

Set me free.

At least, I'm glad I saw that.

I'm gonna do it. You just wait, my friend.

Too bad the umpteenth time is not a charm.

Farewell. for real.

Skinny love.

Originally by Bon Iver. Covered by Birdy. The song that made Bella Ferraro who she is now.

Come on skinny love just last the year,

Pour a little salt we were never here,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my

Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer.

Tell my love to wreck it all,

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my

Right in the moment this order's tall.

And I told you to be patient,

And I told you to be fine,

And I told you to be balanced,

And I told you to be kind,

And in the morning I'll be with you,

But it will be a different kind,

'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets,

And you'll be owning all the fines.

Come on skinny love, what happened here?

Suckle on the hope in light brassieres,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my

Sullen load is full, so slow on the split.

And I told you to be patient,

And I told you to be fine,

And I told you to be balanced,

And I told you to be kind,

And now all your love is wasted,

Then who the hell was I?

'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches,

And at the end of all your lines.

Who will love you?

Who will fight?

And who will fall far behind?

Come on skinny love,

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my

My my my, my my my, my-my my-my.

I've been thinking about the lyrics for many days now. I don't know why but I don't see this song as a love song. Though Justin Vernon himself hinted that it might be true. I think there's much more to the lyrics. I think it's quite similar to the Swan Song by A Fine Frenzy. It's something else.

Anyway, I've always like challenging lyrics (particularly from Bon Iver) and poetry. I think this is the kind of writing that should be in the literature book. I'd be more glad to learn literature if they put stuff like this. I don't know where this post is going but I've got to say, I like literature. It's just that how we learn literature now is not a good way to introduce this interesting arts to the students. This takes us back to the exam-oriented 'stuff', which is not what I want to talk about.

I think people need to give literature a chance. Or, maybe painting interpretation, which I've always fail to do. Paintings are hard to interpret. There's so much going on you don't know where to begin. Anyway, I like stuff like these. I think I might need to write a post about my view on how language is treated nowadays 'cause I think language deserves more appreciation than what they get now. Haa, let's just hope I'll be rajin enough to write ;)

Happy holidays, people!

Tribute and a little shout out.

Assalamualaikum.

Well, I'm never good when it comes to things like this. But it needs to be done.

I've got to admit this. When I first started as a Form 4 student, I labelled Biology as a very boring subject. All the readings and terms. You see, how talking about one aspect of Biology could bring you into a whole new field. I never fancy such intricate concept. Boy, was I wrong!

I actually like Biology now. I love how it's like discovering something new everytime in class. I love how we take time to learn how the exchange gaseous occurs but in reality, it happens really fast. It's mind-blowing. Everytime you could relate Biology and how merciful God is, you can't help but to be amazed. It's crazy sometimes. I know. It's like..subhanallah :)

I actually want to dedicate this post to Miss Ing, my Biology teacher. I don't know how to say this (remember, I'm never good with this kind of thing) but thank you for being an inspiration. To inspire people is a very hard thing to do and you did that very beautifully.

Alright, that's all.

I hope I don't sound too cheesy and aghh malu~
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Okay, Zaini.
Kami ingin mengucapkan selamat berjaya dan semoga sentiasa berusaha dengan gigih. I've learnt a lot from this lad.

Late night post

Been doing paperwork since 11 in the morning and it's 12:40 am now. Pheww. Still got a long way to go.

Harini dah jadi macam-macam;
student statistics,
mean
median
p value
t test
chi test
std. deviation
tak cakap correlation lagi
reading papers on Quranic approach in medical practises,
for newborns
athletes
elders
labour pain
anxiety before a surgery

boleh cerita lah dekat muka tak nampak benda lain selain daripada research. Semoga Allah permudahkan buat kawan-kawan dan kita :)

Target siap analysis sebelum tidur. Nak tidur awal, kan? ;P

Thoughts (yang dah tak muat nak simpan dalam kepala)

(i)
Dalam semua benda yang kita buat,
Pertama sekali, biar Tuhan please; redha.
Lepas tu, ada ke yang lebih matter?

Manusia?
Besar pulak mandat nak kira pandangan dia.
Ya atau tidak
Memang at most insyaAllah Tuhan redha.

(ii)
"Selasa abang balik"
"Okay."
"Nanti buat lah kek ke apa ke"

Ingatkan dia nak belanja kita, ni dia suruh kita masak
Bertuah punya abang TT____TT

(iii)
Pernah dengar second best?
Lawak apa?
Dah second, best pulak tu.

It's either the first has no meanings
or nothing's the best at all.

(iv)
Cuti ni kena contemplate nak buat ke tak buka sekolah nanti.

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Back to paperwork.