Tribute and a little shout out.

Assalamualaikum.

Well, I'm never good when it comes to things like this. But it needs to be done.

I've got to admit this. When I first started as a Form 4 student, I labelled Biology as a very boring subject. All the readings and terms. You see, how talking about one aspect of Biology could bring you into a whole new field. I never fancy such intricate concept. Boy, was I wrong!

I actually like Biology now. I love how it's like discovering something new everytime in class. I love how we take time to learn how the exchange gaseous occurs but in reality, it happens really fast. It's mind-blowing. Everytime you could relate Biology and how merciful God is, you can't help but to be amazed. It's crazy sometimes. I know. It's like..subhanallah :)

I actually want to dedicate this post to Miss Ing, my Biology teacher. I don't know how to say this (remember, I'm never good with this kind of thing) but thank you for being an inspiration. To inspire people is a very hard thing to do and you did that very beautifully.

Alright, that's all.

I hope I don't sound too cheesy and aghh malu~
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Okay, Zaini.
Kami ingin mengucapkan selamat berjaya dan semoga sentiasa berusaha dengan gigih. I've learnt a lot from this lad.

Late night post

Been doing paperwork since 11 in the morning and it's 12:40 am now. Pheww. Still got a long way to go.

Harini dah jadi macam-macam;
student statistics,
mean
median
p value
t test
chi test
std. deviation
tak cakap correlation lagi
reading papers on Quranic approach in medical practises,
for newborns
athletes
elders
labour pain
anxiety before a surgery

boleh cerita lah dekat muka tak nampak benda lain selain daripada research. Semoga Allah permudahkan buat kawan-kawan dan kita :)

Target siap analysis sebelum tidur. Nak tidur awal, kan? ;P

Thoughts (yang dah tak muat nak simpan dalam kepala)

(i)
Dalam semua benda yang kita buat,
Pertama sekali, biar Tuhan please; redha.
Lepas tu, ada ke yang lebih matter?

Manusia?
Besar pulak mandat nak kira pandangan dia.
Ya atau tidak
Memang at most insyaAllah Tuhan redha.

(ii)
"Selasa abang balik"
"Okay."
"Nanti buat lah kek ke apa ke"

Ingatkan dia nak belanja kita, ni dia suruh kita masak
Bertuah punya abang TT____TT

(iii)
Pernah dengar second best?
Lawak apa?
Dah second, best pulak tu.

It's either the first has no meanings
or nothing's the best at all.

(iv)
Cuti ni kena contemplate nak buat ke tak buka sekolah nanti.

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Back to paperwork.

Thoughts last week.

(iv)
'Cause if the demon inside shows,
I'm afraid
you ain't getting this part of me anymore.

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Sonnets are pretty.

writing in public

ada orang tengok anime. nasib baik exam, kalau tak aku join sekali.
google search. sejarah kot, kau bila?
inbox e-mail. research. nasib baik mentor tak terkejut tadi. cool je, ustazah.
articles. hmm..

for the first time since many years ago, I am currently writing this in the computer lab. Wi-fi crisis since last week, I straight away go here after PAI exam.

read many posts. one caught my attention ;) "there are some things that you just can't trust to memory."  -na. terbaik! (y)

sungguh la, waktu tengah exam macam ni
kau buat lawak
takde siapa gelak.

mood: menulis.
draft [i] dalam kepala otak. quote yang entah ke-berapa dan yang sebelum-sebelumnya, belum masuk buku. buku yang buatkan sanggup meredah comic fiesta yang banyak manusia. i like quotes.

hari ni hujan. i like rainy days. cuma kalau dulu, waktu hujan best baca buku dengan nasi sejuk + warm chicken soup. sekarang kalau hujan, redah; berkejar dari satu tempat ke tempat lain. eh, macam potential difference. pagi tadi exam fizik.

lusa add math, hahaha.

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draft [ii] dalam kepala otak: dedication post to miss Ing and Zaini. Nukman, tumpang pakai idea :P

Benda-benda yang rahsia sikit.

(i)

Guess I need an 'Introducing Me' guide from you :/

(ii)

Sejujurnya,

memang aku sedang cuba yang paling terbaik

untuk bantu, tolong

Tapi serius,

sepatah pun aku tak tahu dekat mana.

Buat orang yang tengok dari jauh,

perasaan dia pun rasa macam

dijauhkan.

(iii)

Aku lebih menantikan sebulan setengah dari sekarang

terpenting yang perlu aku selesaikan.

kau pun bersedia juga, eh?

(iv)

Dalam ruang-ruang yang sekecil itu,

punyakah sedikit untuk aku masuk?

(v)

Selemah-lemah pengetahuan manusia.

Target April busy habis,

rupanya Mei ni macam tak cukup hari.

(vi)

It is okay,

if you don't let me.

In case you need a hand...

:)

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dah lama tak menulis (dan membaca, sebelum tidur) rasa sangat jahat sebab rutin harian dah lari sikit.