My last day at school.

Last Tuesday. Indeed, a very long overdue post.

It's just my luck (read: why, oh why?) that on Tuesday, it's 'assembly day'. That means, full uniform; kemeja, vest, neck tie, blazer, long A skirt, tudung tucked in, for at least 7 hours straight. Nevermind, it's your last day after all, I said to myself.

I don't know how I should write this post. Is it with a 'woke up with blah blah blah' or 'hmm, a busy day'? Haha.

I can't remember what happened during assembly. *snaps finger* Right, now I remember! As usual, I had to open up the hall's doors, made sure the chairs were straight and organized the students' sittings. After endless times of asking, 'Form berapa? Satu? Ha, baris ni', I made my way to the back gate because that's where I should be doing my duty, hihi. Half way there, met Ain and Aina. Made sure there were prefects at the gate, then I joined Ain and Aina to the hall.

Blah blah blah. The story got plain here so let's skip this part.

Since it was my last day, I had to return my textbooks, get my files, sijil berhenti sekolah and settle everything. Settling those stuffs, it was kind of like riding a roller coaster. Went to teacher's room, office, went down to the library, went up, down, up again, down again, to here, there. I can't even sit down and take a deep breath! Because no matter what, I had to settle everything that day.

After those stuff had been made sure that they will settle on Friday, I went to the lab. I had Physics class.

After settling down for a few minutes, I had to leave the class early. Duty's calling. We, prefects had to be the ushers for principals' meeting. Since I still had stuffs to settle, I skipped that duty. Well, mostly. I showed the way to this one principal and then I was gone to settle stuffs. I still did my duty, what.

After school, I had jamuan kelas which was overdue since last year. Nothing fancy. Domino's. Memorable. Definitely. Haha, it was funny because some of us had to attend latihan merentas desa. They went down to the field, ran a few laps and with a red face, came upstairs to join the jamuan.

At one point, I was all serabut because of my attire and the havoc. I went down to the foyer. Hmm, the field was meriah. So I sat by the field and enjoyed (if I were to look at it in a different perspective, I'd say I was procrastinating) the view for one last time. And 'one last time' it was, because the unexpected happened ;)

Said farewell to my friends. I don't cry. You know my issue with crying.

So, that's my last day at school story. It might not be interesting or different. It might be boring because of the way I write this. Hha, pardon me for my lack of emotion in this post.

Anyway, had a picture with Baekhyun on Friday. Not the real Baekhyun, of course. This is just something that I need to remember. Not that significant to you. Just, ignore this part. It's here because of the sake of remembering. Well, since I have such a bad talent at remembering T_T

Tomorrow is my first day at a new place. Not so new technically but still new. *sighs* I know I am not prepared for this. Talking about preparations, it might take eternity! 'Cause I'm not ready to let go of my school. Not now. Yet. But I just had to and it takes a lot of will power to keep the ears inside to myself. Haha.

I hope for nothing but the best.

Malam sepi. Bukan kerana mental breakdown tempoh hari. Mungkin kerana apa yang mendatang. Merepek, apa? Tak jadi.

Ticky toc.

I know I should find time to blog.
Maaf, mental breakdown.
Tuhan, tolong campak sabar.

Today, in words.

Just summing up my day, now.

Woke up suuuuper late. Set the alarm clock at 4 (yet have never wake up at four) then at 5. Usually, I'd snoozed it for about 15 minutes then I woke up and get ready for school. But today, I slept until 6 a.m. Then, another 23 minutes. And I got to school on time. Hey, I'm a ninja, after all. I'm trained to do everything in great speed. Hehe.

School was like usual. Nothing's wrong with it. Got tired of mee rebus already. Did nothing in the evening. Played with my sister. Did some cleaning.

Nota sejarah at night. I don't know, I'm experiencing this severe headache. It's not like pening, the surrounding is a carousel but rather that berdenyut headache. At the left side. I've experienced this quite a lot so it's normal for me. I don't think it's normal for anyone because it could be symptom for something but usually, a good sleep will wash that away.

Sigh.

Tomorrow will be my last day at school. Hmmm, how to describe this feeling. It's not sad. It's not neutral either. Some kind of regret but far from that. Really, regret is the closest word that I could find right now. Yet so far. Haha. You see, I have a way of complicating simple things. Maybe my brain is wired in a different way. Maybe the nerves got a good view of the whole brain before settling down at its own places. Perhaps that's why I had to reorganize my mind quite a lot in a day. Because the nerves travelled and picked everything up along the way. I'm going nowhere now and you're confuse. Or am I? O.o

Sebagai penutup.

I have two undone businesses at Philippines and Korea ;)

Reappearance.

Hello, guys! It's me. That one time ninja. Remember? Pfft, dusty.

Anyway, I am back. Well, I don't know if by back I mean back to blogging or back from a hiatus and might neglect writing again. Why do I sound mean all of the sudden?

So, it is 2013. A new year for me. Of course for everyone too. This time for me, it's all new. New house, new school, new place, new schoolmates, new teachers. So yep, very new. And why am I rambling about new-ness 'till I see the word new and thought of it as a non-exist word.

This year, I will try to write more often. With school and all, I will try. My ustaz once said that if we try to do something for 40 days, we will reach a point where we feel empty if we don't do it. I guess I could try to blog for 40 days and see the 41st day will be like.

Neglecting writing, there are lots of stories to be shared. From my result to how I spend my holiday. Do you still remember I told you that I will be going to a camp during the holiday? Yes, a story about that too. Too many stories to write. But you know, those are old stories and I don't know if it's suitable to write about that now. Say, you wouldn't mind rotten stories, would you? 'Cause I have tons of 'em.

Haha.

On the 21st of January, I will be going to a new school. Might as well consider it as a boarding school eventhough the name doesn't have the word 'SBP'. It's kind of different from boarding school. The only reason I see it as a boarding school is because I have to sleep at the school. But the system is totally different. I will try to write about that too.

Exposing that, guess I should expose my age too. I have been very secretive all these times and not that I realize, that it is one of the major factors (beside endless amount of laziness) why I don't write often. I wanted to be mysterious and that created a barrier for me to write.

Will be 16 in February :)